|*20th Dec'06*|

5 days to Christmas. I don't know why I'm so excited about Christmas, I've been looking forward to it since a month ago.. LOL.. not as if I have Parties or Big celebration planned, well perhaps there might be.. Heee.. Perhaps maybe I've felt the Joy of the Coming of Jesus Christ..=D
I'm Broke this month. I'm not sure why.. I did shop a bit in the beginning, but I guess majority of it is spent on food at city area.. its ex...=\ Sigh.. and there are gifts exchanges..=.- Ohh well.. lols..

I've been trying to draw up my own Christmas Wish List..
Here it is.. Hopefully it ain't weird..

My Christmas Wish List:

to watch A Night at the Museum
Corrine May's Xmas CD
Love Actually DVD
At First Sight - Nicholas Sparks
or Dear John - Nicholas Sparks

Spend time with my Family
Be more in Touch with God
Sustain friendships
Get my 'Spark' back
To See my Light
To spread the Love of God thru me
(everything)
To touch pple's heart

I know that when things go smoothly, somehow it'll start slowing down somewhere.....=\ get use to it Becca...=.-

I still hate the fact that I realise it, if I hadn't this would not have troubled me. It might be good, but the bad part is bad la.. i think..

I need to get my spark back.. to burn the fire again.. I need pple to start kicking me....... maybe? where's my fire...